March 4, 2015
So, I learned something about Matt that made me re-evaluate our relationship, for lack of a better term. It’s not anything bad or irreparable, but it caused me disappointment about the nature of our dating life. Or maybe I was just disappointed in myself for having misjudged the situation. Anyway, the particulars of what I learned are unimportant. To me what matters is that I felt exactly as I did at 12 years old when I had a crush on Josh Rosen and there was nothing I could do to make him “like like” me. Another thirty years of life have apparently given me lots of experience without the wisdom that usually accompanies age.